O Clomid you really do bring out the best in me.....NOT. I
feel like hell. I have not been sleeping very well at all so even midday my
eyes are still swollen. My eyelids look like one big roll. Then there is
the wonderful cramping and bloating. I look like I am 6 months pregnant which makes me
feel even better. Why do I have to feel worse trying to get pregnant than I
ever did for the short time that I was pregnant?? I really hope that I don’t have
to take these pills for very long, my body does not seem to like them too much.
On a positive note I think that I am ovulating, it sure feels like I am and my
temps are looking good so far. I guess I will find out after my bloodwork on Friday
if I did or not.
On another note with every day that passes I can feel my due
date creeping up on me. Honestly I am a little scared to see how I react. I
thought that there for awhile my emotional outbursts had sort of subsided but
right when I start to relax they sneak up on me all over again. I think these
pills may also be contributing to it. My due date is the day before St. Patrick’s
Day, the perfect due date for an Irish girl. Too bad it is now going to make St. Patrick's day hell for me. I came across St Patty’s day
baby clothes the other day and about lost my shit. I should be buying those for our little one. I wish that I could just
skip March this year, maybe just sleep through it.
Today is not a good day for me; I wish I could take the
afternoon off and just head to bed. I am hoping that tomorrow will be better.
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